I'm so classy. I know.
Yesterday the pee sticks were taunting me, early in the morning. So I gave in. I got a nice faint positive. It was 6dp5dt, or to uncomplicate things... 11dpo. So gratifying.
I held out on posting because I wanted to be sure it wasn't an evaporation line or something crazy like that.
At 1AM this morning I got up to use the bathroom and again, the pee sticks taunted me--literally begging me to use them. So, 20 hours after the first stick, I peed on another. I think the line is almost twice as dark. So lovely.
Yesterday the pee sticks were taunting me, early in the morning. So I gave in. I got a nice faint positive. It was 6dp5dt, or to uncomplicate things... 11dpo. So gratifying.
I held out on posting because I wanted to be sure it wasn't an evaporation line or something crazy like that.
At 1AM this morning I got up to use the bathroom and again, the pee sticks taunted me--literally begging me to use them. So, 20 hours after the first stick, I peed on another. I think the line is almost twice as dark. So lovely.
Sorry the picture isn't great. But you get the idea!
Half of me is beyond thrilled! Yay! I'm pregnant! It's another chance! And I'm trying to stay mostly in that moment and enjoy it while it's here. I'd regret if it worked out and I spent the first few weeks in a state of worry. Worry is no good.
The other half of me is trying to be level headed. Having three miscarriages in one year will do that to a girl. Am I just headed down that road to heartache again? Will I ever get to hear the heartbeat of my own child? Will I ever get to actually have my belly swell? Meet the child I've conceived? Please, let this be the one.
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OMG - shut up! This is awesome - definitely savor the moment & enjoy each minute.. each second! I can't imagine the doubts after your 3 losses - I just have to believe this is THE one. Happy happy joy joy!!!
PICTURES, WOMAN!!!
With all the hope and love I have in my heart, I have to believe that this is the one.
Now post those pictures so that I can properly obsess over your possible beta number. When IS your beta?
SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
I know you want to be cautious, but YAY!!!! When can you go in for a beta? Eek! I'm keeping everything crossed for you.
Congratulations and best of luck. One hurdle cleared!
I've been stalking you all day hoping you POAS'ed. As you said this is another chance and hopefully the last one needed. Awesome news. I am optimistically hopeful that this is IT! Sticky, sticky thoughts!
YAY! Congrats!
I hope this is it for you, PJ! Congrats!
Congratulations! I really hope this is the one! I understand u being cautious, but remember to enjoy every second as well. Take care
Yay! Yay! Yay! I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.
So happy for you. Praying for a healthy 9 months.
yes, yes, yes!!! That is incredible news, I am so happy right now!
Oh honey, I am hoping with EVERY fiber of my being that this is IT!!!
Hugs!
Please let this be the one indeed!
HURRRRRAHHHHH!!!!!!! OH congratulations!
Congratulations!!!!!! Thrilled for you.
Hoping and praying that this is the ONE!!!!
I am so happy for you!!! Good thoughts! Good thoughts!!! Good thoughts!!! :) And STICK!!!! :) :) :)
woot woot!!!!! stick little one(s) stick!!! praying this is the one for you and beta is high high high!
I'm hoping for you. Hoping hoping hoping. Let THIS be the one.
If I prayed, I'd pray for you. I'll do the closest thing I can to that and send tons of hopeful, positive thoughts your way. I hope this one sticks!!!!!!!!!
Now that is the type of peeing I like to see!
Wait. That sounded wrong.
Yay! I am so glad you're getting double lines! I so hope that all this stabbing yourself with needles thing is just what you need to get to the next stages and to your child.
Honey...my 4th time was a charm. Here's hoping yours it too!!! Congragts! Holding my breath with you...XOXO
Okay, I know you're history, but I'm going to go ahead and get all excited for you anyway! Yay!!!!! I think getting a positive on an hpt at 11dpo is a really good sign. What day is the official first beta?
I SO hope this is the one. Relish it.
Wishing very good (and sticky) thoughts for you and your little bean. Congrats!
Hi there, I have read your blog from start to finish over the last few days. I am about to start IVF in December and reading about other peoples journeys is helping keep me sane right now. All I can say is a very quiet congrats and heres hoping this is a lovely sticky one for you
A huge congratulations! Today you are pregnant!
oh, I'm also hoping and praying this is the one.
But those sticks look good.
I only started peeing on 13dp3dt and mine were fainter than yours :)
Fantastic!! Congratulations - and I'm hoping and praying that this one sticks around for you.
Hoping this one is the one that sticks for you! Yay for the positive test!
I was holding my breathe as I read your post!!! Congratulations and your Blessing are well deserved!!!
H&H 9 MONTHS!!!!!
Woah! OMG! That looks like a BFP, dude! Go have a beta soon so I can CHEER over those numbers, too!
I so know the "caution" thing- I really do, as I am still early in pregnancy myself-, but I just want to tell you how incredibly happy I am for you. It's one of a thousand steps, but its a HUGE MASSIVE GIANT POSITIVE step!!
I knew it! and, it still is something to be excited about (though I understand it is just the first hurdle and there are a ton more to come...I've always been cautious too)!!!! You are pregnant....and you are on the Lovenox so it is something new...and that was a very very nicely dark HPT for 11dpo! I think you'll have good numbers...and I have a good feeling about this! I mean, it has to work sometime, right? I hate to say it b/c I've had a few m/c's too...but it seems to be a "keep trying til it sticks" thing...and you did. So, hang in there! This is great news !
Woo-hoo!
Those are some lovely looking pee sticks! :)
I understand your caution, but really just try to enjoy it.
Yay, yay, YAY!
Praying that this is the one.
Congratulations PJ!!
I hope this is the one for you too.
CONGRATS PJ!!! You are very much in my thoughts and prayers.
PLEASE stick little bab(ies). Please be healthy and strong, and please let your mamma hold you in 9 months. She needs and deserves this.
*BIG hugs!*
I'll be totally optimistic here and happy for you.
Congratulations!! I will be praying for a strong and healthy 9 months
Oh! Oh! Oh!!! Very excited with you!!!!!! Keep us posted!
Mo
Congratulations!
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so so so excited !!!!!!!
xx xx
Congratulations! I hope that this *is* the one for you.
Those damn sticks... always taunting, but aren't you glad you listened??? Congrats! So happy for you and will anxiously be waiting for your awesome Beta numbers!!!
Congrats, hope this one sticks
xxx
Holding positive thoughts!
Having a hard time containing excitement!
What can I say?! I love pink lines!
I woke up this morning and thought the world just seemed happier today, and now I know why. Congratulations!! I know it's hard to balance the joy and optimism with your history, but the first, big step is GETTING pregnant, and you've accomplished that. Celebrate! Can't wait for betas.
YAY!!!! PJ-I am so, so, so happy for you and I have my fingers, toes, and eyes crossed that this is it!!!
KICK ASS!!!!
i can't imagine the worry you feel, but I hope the joy is slightly overshadowing it, at least for today.
YAYYYY
Oh PJ. I have been very disconnected to the outside world and thought of you tonight. I got on to check if you had any results yet and I am so encouraged for you.
Sending my love and yes...Please let this be the one.
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